Sunday, January 4, 2009

And now for something completely different...


To get off the poetry bandwagon there (posted 31 poems in a row; I figured you needed a break from poetry), I wanted to talk about inspiration.


What inspires you? It doesn't necessarily have to be to write, but what is something that inspires you?


Inspiration is often drawn from the things around us: music, art, a particular phrase, something that actually happened. All of these things are classic inspirations from which to draw upon. They spark your imagination; they light up your feelings; they draw you into focus upon a singular idea.
Often times, it's something visual (such as the photo of the pristine white rose covered in blood above) that touches off that spark of inspiration. We are, by nature, a very physical, visual society, after all. That which we can touch, feel, hear, and see will strike a chord deep within our souls that resonates long after we have lived that moment.
So I ask you...
What is it that inspires you?

Hope Springs Eternal (vampyre poem #31)

as the nights grew longer,
he gradually taught her a
better way of existing as
a creature of the night.
her resentment for what she was
quickly turned to awe as
she discovered the wondrous powers
she’d been gifted along with this curse.
and, along with a new appreciation
for life – any kind of life –
he taught her that it was possible
to open up her heart to love once again.

A Confrontation (vampyre poem #30)

she walked the dark streets,
searching for an answer –
searching for either her justice or
the courage to end her suffering.
torn by the hatred she felt for
her whole species and
the self-loathing she felt for
giving into her primal urges,
she wandered aimlessly.
suddenly sensing another’s presence,
she hissed out her warning.
turning to face her stalker,
she came face to face with
the bluest eyes she’d ever seen –
eyes so blue they reminded her of
him.
“i know your pain.”
“i can help you.”
he uttered on a whisper of wind.
“let me show you the way.”

A Kindred Spirit (vampyre poem #29)

he could sense her –
feel her apprehension of
draining another soul of its life.
searching out with his mind among
the chaos surrounding the city,
he searched for her location,
wishing to confront her and
see if she was truly repentant –
ready for a new way of life.

The Hunter (vampyre poem #28)

ashamed,
she resigns herself to her
fate.
she knows she must feed to
survive
and hates herself for her weakness.
silently,
she sits at the bar and
waits –
waits for the perfect prey.
doomed
to a life filled with forever
night,
she preys only on the truly
depraved –
men whose very souls are as
black
as the evil that contaminates them.
patiently,
she awaits that night’s demonic
dinner.

A Lone Hunter (vampyre poem #27)

he lay in a tangle of black sheets,
as pale upon that rumpled silk
as the luminescent foam was pale
upon the crest of each wave that
broke upon the sandy shore.

he moved to the window,
gazing out at the sable sea and tarry night,
awed by the smooth, ebony vista that
was relieved only by the crests of combers
and the frostlike patches on
the bellies of the low-lying clouds.

his eyes –
red as the blood needed to sustain him –
were like purling water,
glistening in places with
dim reflections of the ambient light
from the night beyond his window.

shuddering,
he silently moved to
the pen of cattle housed
behind the massive mansion
that solely occupied
the old weathered cliff.

grabbing an aged mottled bovine,
he gently stroked its nose
while twisting its neck in a
quick, virtually painless death,
hearing the crack of bones
as fragile as chalk sticks.

he sighed as he drank
his fill from the beast,
disturbed by his own existence
and what he had become out of
necessity –
the necessity of remaining sane.

the cow surrendered its life
as a lover might have surrendered
its virgin body,
so exhausted by the intensity of its passion
that it succumbed only with
sighs, whispers, and shudders.

Rebellion (vampyre poem #26)

half starved
and nearly out of her mind,
she cursed them and
refused their offerings.
cursed to an immortal life of
hell on earth,
she denied them the chance –
the chance to turn her into
some hideous monster like those in
the clan who had sentenced her
and made her one of their own.

A Sentence Repealed (vampyre poem #25)

the tribunal reconvened to
discuss her fate.
since she was now one of their own,
they voted to repeal the sentence
and end the torture.
she stood there,
in complete shock,
at the apathetic way
they sentenced her to this new torture.
she vowed to destroy them…
kill
every last vampyre on earth.

Generation Next (vampyre poem #24)

she awoke,
painfully aware of her surroundings
bringing a hand lightly to her neck,
she winced as
it all flooded back to her.
she was now a vampyre,
a night walker forever doomed to
a life of loneliness.

Is This The End (vampyre poem #23)

barely alive,
ravaged by their torture,
she rested uneasily in her bed.
unable to move,
she watched in horror
as they approached,
determined to complete their plans.
as the first sharp sting
pierced her neck,
she tried to scream –
unable to as they took her…
violated and desecrated her…
making her one of their own.

Revenge (vampyre poem #22)

they were determined to kill her,
to rob her of her very existence
first by destroying her mind
then by attacking her body.

not normally a vengeful lot,
this woman had committed the
gravest of immortal sins
against their brotherhood.

she had befriended, gained the trust of,
loved, and bore the child of
one of their respected elders –
one of the oldest known of their species.

then, she used that trust and knowledge
to kill the vampyre when he was vulnerable,
sending an ash stake forcefully
through his still heart.

One Last Thing Before I Go (vampyre poem #21)

just as the sun set on another gorgeous day,
she stood over the open coffin, stake and mallet
in her hand, tears streaming down her face and
her body trembling as she prepared herself
for the task at hand.

as his sleepy eyes slowly opened,
signaling the beginnings of yet another
cursed night, he smiled as he saw her –
his beloved –
standing there above him.

as she brought the stake
down to his heart,
he never tried to stop her –
never fully believing that she could really
kill him.

she struck the stake with the mallet –
a resounding, forceful blow –
and he cried out in pain – crying out again
as she continued hammering,
driving the wooden instrument deeper into his body.

with each blow, she cursed him…
cursed him for what he was;
cursed him for taking her sister…
for making her love him…
and for causing their little boy to die.

as the very core of his existence
poured from the gaping wound in his chest,
he stared at her, astounded that
she would do such a deed –
that she could kill someone she so loved.

as she walked away for the last time
with tears stinging her eyes,
his eyes closed and his cursed world finally fell silent.
the life he felt was such a curse
had finally come to a heart-wrenching end.

...And Then There Was One (vampyre poem #20)

she screamed as the last contraction
took control of her body.
after a prolonged silence,
the doctor told her that the baby,
a beautiful little boy with auburn ringlets,
had not survived.
suddenly, a fog descended over her heart
and reminded her what is was she had first come
to the vampyre for.
now, she not only had to repay him for
murdering her sister and stealing her heart,
but for taking her little boy as well.

The Creation of Life... From The Dead (vampyre poem #19)

it was a cursed miracle
if ever one had seen the light.
his beloved was expecting,
pregnant with the child of a vampyre.
not knowing what to do or expect under
these uniquely disturbing circumstances,
he prayed silently to a god
that had until recently
forsaken him and his kind
that the babe would be untainted…
not cursed
like its father.

Love Conquers All (vampyre poem #18)

as his wounds healed and she got to know him,
she began to see to what her little sister had been attracted…
his looks, his sense of humour, his great intelligence…
and she could feel herself forgetting her goal,
to punish the creature for taking her dear sister from her,
and falling in love with satan’s spawn.

Love for the Damned (vampyre poem #17)

his life as a night walker
had left him ill-prepared for this.
as soon as he had seen her,
he knew he had lost his heart.
her azure eyes shone bright
in the dim candle light
and her burgundy locks
barely brushed her shoulders.
just her laugh was enough
to weaken his knees,
and he knew that
had his lungs still required breath,
he would have the need to
catch his often.
as he watched her tenderly
caring for his wounds…
not trusting himself or
what he had become to talk to her…
he vowed to do whatever was necessary to
win this beautiful creature.

The Plan (vampyre poem #16)

she knew enough from her sister’s words
that this was the creature she sought.
the blondish-auburn hair, blue eyes,
and infectious laugh were
all the clues she’d needed to
identify the murderer.
she pulled him off the terrace and
back into the small den
as the sun’s golden rays first
kissed the cement bench with
their warmth, saving his life
so that she may take it herself.

The End of Pain (vampyre poem #15)

depressed…
lonely..
miserable.
he has seen loved ones live and die…
generations forever lost.
he has known the misery of those
doomed
to live life alone.
now, he sits on his terrace,
awaiting the sun’s golden rays
which will bring with them the
agonizing release to his suffering.

The Vile Cure (vampyre poem #14)

he sits alone,
watching…
waiting…
for an unsuspecting fool to pass.
the years have taken their toll,
cursing him to a life without
light…
a life without colour;
a miserable life cursed never again
to know the warm, soft touch
of another.

Fate (vampyre poem #13)

her auburn curls framed her face,
creating this picture of an angel.
the beating of her heart quickened
in response to his gentle caress,
yet she never wakened.

he leaned over,
inhaling the intoxicating scent
of earth and river that
naturally emanated from her skin,
letting it fill his senses.

stroking her cheek,
he felt what was left of his dead heart
break with anguish.
he had to do it even though
it would torture him forever.

gently, quietly, delicately…
he kissed the soft skin of her milky neck.
time slowed to a stand still
as he contemplated the consuming hunger
versus an eternity of torture.

her eyes opened, revealing
dark pools of liquid chocolate.
she smiled at him…
so sweetly, so heavenly, so trusting…
and beckoned him to continue.

his heart was ripped…
torn into billions of jagged pieces as
he sunk his fangs deeply into her neck,
and drank from her
dark, sweet blood.

she cried out, momentarily,
as the world around he
faded to nothing but black.
as he laid out her lifeless body on the bed,
he cursed his kind, weeping invisible tears.

A Prayer for Blessed Mortality (vampyre poem #12)

he sits alone in the dim light,
not needing the glow from his small lamp.
two hundred years have come and gone
since the minx with those raven curls stole his mortality.
now, haunted by the sleeping angel and
reflecting upon the things he’d been denied in life,
he makes a desperate plea to a god
who has always forsaken him
to save him from this unnatural hell.

The Freedom of Youth (vampyre poem #11)

freedom!
freedom like he’d never known.
surrounded by the unspeakable beauty
and wondrous mysteries of the night,
the youth silently slipped through town,
unnoticed and unafraid,
in search of his prey.
selecting his victim,
he snared her and dined to
the symphony of the crickets’ song.

Revelation of an Eternity (vampyre poem #10)

he awoke from his deathlike trance,
painfully aware of his surrounding.
sitting up slowly, he gazed about in alarm—
where was he?
why did nothing look familiar?
why had he been placed in a coffin,
about to be buried alive?

The Change (vampyre poem #9)

sharp teeth pierced the tender skin of his neck,
causing a pleasurable pain
like he’d never known.
the dark beauty stroked his hair,
lovingly,
as she fed on his blood.
and, just when he thought he’d breathed
his last breath,
the vixen revived him with her ownwarm, sweet, thick elixir of life.

The Devil's Beautiful Angel (vampyre poem #8)

he spied her from across the room.
her raven locks and emerald eyes held him
entranced…
unable to breathe, let alone speak.
he slowly made his way across to her,
unknowing what this beautiful demon
had in store for him.

Insurrection (vampyre poem #7)

she was not an ungrateful woman.
her handsome, vampyric consort had
given her things she’d never dreamt possible,
and for that she would be forever grateful.
but two hundred years together felt like an eternity,
and she had become bored with him,
eager to fully discover what is was
to be a full-fledged vampyre.
so, just as her husband awakened from
his catatonic slumber,
she forced the smooth ash stake
cleanly through his withered, dead heart
and left him there to die.

An Unholy Union (vampyre poem #6)

he saw the barmaid across the room,
laughing and flirting with a customer.
her curvaceous body, lilting voice, and onyx curls
captivated his interest and stirred his hunger.
too long alone in the world,
he decided to take her as his bride…
to pass on his curse as a gift and
live out their immortality
together.

The Myth of Blood (vampyre poem #5)

black, gossamer wings shadow the moon,
devouring all light.
a terrifying shriek pierces the dark
and shatters the calm.
a human shape emerges as
the creature glides to the ground.
a thousand years have passed since
he hungered for youth and immortality.
now, he leads the life of the damned,
forever doomed to walk in shadows
and cursed to prey upon the blood of
innocents.

Devotion (vampyre poem #4)

he could hear their cries, feel their pain.
horrified, he saw them, lying on the floor…
dead…
all of them.
quickly, he turned to chase the intruder
even as the souls of his loved ones…
the only family he’d ever know…left on their journeys to heaven above.

Uprising (vampyre poem #3)

he could sense it—
her fear, her sheer terror—
as their bond was deeper than
the very blood that sustained them.

he could hear her cries—
horrible, petrified shrieks—
as the mob moved in closer,
vowing revenge.

knowing his heart would explode
if it still had need to beat,
he hurried home to try and save
the only woman he’d ever truly loved.

a promise of forever (vampyre poem #2)

the rain slowed to a stop.
she tiptoed outside,
inhaling deeply the intoxicating air,
so cool and fresh after the storm.

the small puddles reflected
the silver glow of the full moon,
and raindrops gathered on the walk
glinted like a thousand stars.

the land no longer was familiar—
it was foreign and beautiful,
like the entrance to a far-off
fairy tale land.

the path was blocked with debris
and covered with thick mud,
and the moon was high when
she finally reached the ancient oak.

as he whispered her name—
low and sweet on the cool night wind—
and held out his arms to her,
she rushed to his side.

clinging to his chest,
she sighed softly,
enjoying the feeling of his arms
around her body.

as they stood there, embraced
by the darkness and one another,
he vowed to love her
until the stars vanished from the sky.

she closed her eyes and
relished the feeling of
his lips traveling down to the
base of her throat.

as his teeth broke through
the surface of her alabaster skin,
she sighed happily
and pressed closer to him.

slowly, as if time no longer matter,
he drank from her blood
as a babe does from its mother’s chest,
and sent the girl into eternal darkness.

Departed Soul (vampyre poem #1)

created in God’s own image,
he was given an unholy thirst for blood.
doomed to darkness and
forever banished from the
bright light of a warm summer’s day,
he aimlessly wanders through time—
always searching for his next victim;
always searching for an end to his pain.
fierce predator of man and
unwilling destroyer of souls,
he is vampyre—
a powerful hunter who fervently seeks
quiet remedy for the empty ache
his own departed soul has left behind.

Vampyric Poetry

As I mentioned in the Vampyre essay, I am a little bit obsessed with vampyres. I have an entire folder of poetry on my computer that is nothing but vampyre poetry.

I am going to share those with you now. Starting in order of the first one in the series - Departed Soul - and going through until the last one is posted.

Vampyres, Myth and Legend

What is it about vampyres that has held countless millions enthralled with the mythology and legend for untold centuries?

If you were to ask anyone who knows me well, they would tell you I'm a little vampyre obsessed. I collect literature, movies, memorbilia, and assorted odds and ends. I have read stories about vampyre legends from every country on every continent (save for Antarctica) in the known world. So what is it about vampyres that keeps people like me so hopelessly enthralled?

If you ask contemporary artists, authors, and movie makers, they will tell it's the sex appeal of the vampyre. The dark, mysterious figure prowling in the shadows - searching for the next meal, the next unsuspecting fool who crosses that forbidden path. A vampyre seduces with his gaze, holds your attention with a few well-chosen words, and then makes love to you in the only way they choose - by robbing you of your blood.

Others will tell you that the fascination lies in the blood itself. When vampyre legend began appearing in local mythologies throughout the world, very little was known about our "elixir of life". No one knew what components made up blood - the only thing that was known is that if you lost too much, you would die. This was also a time of unknown diseases - contagions that would decimate entire populations that today are cured with a small pill. Combine the two and you had the recipe for speculation, gossip, and infamy.

But what is the true hold for those with a vampyric obsession? Is it the blood? The sex? Does the answer lie somewhere in between the two or in another direction entirely?

Someone asked me last night why... why I have this obsession with these creatures of the nyte, and I had to stop for a moment - examine my own interest into the cult phenomenon surrounding vampyric lore. What was it that drew me to these legendary predators? Why do I, at times, feel myself sympathizing - nay, empathizing - with these damned souls cursed to eternal darkness? How can a creature that is evil personified fascinate an educated person to the point of obsession?

The answer lies somewher along the outer edges of both explanations - with a decided twist.
Yes, the vampyre is undeniably an incredibly sexy character in literature. Bewitchingly beautiful, a vampyre can entrance with a glance, enthrall with a word, and steal your soul. This is the legendary lover of our deepest, darkest fantasties - that dark man or woman who so totally consumes us that we can no longer tell where we end and they begin. As a whole, the human race seeks to find that person that will fulfill our whispered promises of forever - and a vampyre delivers upon that promise. Mystery meets magic meets mayhem in a being meant to literally steal your soul as he or she sups on your blood.

Another portion of the quotient is blood. This magical substance really is the elixir of life. It's possible to rehydrate you if you lose too much water - you can always eat if you have been starving. But, if you lose too much blood, your body shuts down and dies. Although we know more about blood today than when vampyric myth and legend first surfaced, blood still holds as much fascination now as it did then - maybe even more because we do know about its components and how they make our bodies function. If we should happen to cut ourselves or get injured, this rich red liquid comes forth - a very real reminder that you are still alive.

But those are not the only magnetic parts of the myth. There are so many more... such as the promise of eternal life on earth, gaining that singular ability to experience all that is to come.

Personally, I have to admit the mythology itself is what fascinates me. There are very few things on Earth, now or in history, that can be claimed as a part of every single society that has ever been. Vampyric myth and legend is one of those few things. While details may vary depending on the locale (from the head and attached entrails of the Malay Penanggalang to the four-armed Indian Kali draped in human remains to the smooth talking vampyre recognized in English literature), the essentials are there - a feared demon that feasts upon humankind, living forever trapped in whatever form they are in, and possessing a damned soul with the knowledge of an awful afterlife upon final death.

Another fascination for me is the fact that, even within one given mythology, the different stories vary depending upon the view of the storyteller. If you were to take a look at English vampyric literature, you would see all sorts of differences in the details. While one story may claim sunlight is deadly to vampyres, another claims they are merely allergic to it but can tolerate small amounts of it. You'll read stories where the only way to kill an vampyre is either a wooden stake through the heart, cutting off the vampyre's head, or burning the vampyre to its final death; and then you'll read a story that says all of those ways are hideously wrong - you'd have to do something totally different.

And that, for me, is the real fascination. Delving into each story and discovering the commonalities between them while panning for those subtle differences like Yukon gold. You really never know exactly what you're going to get upon opening the cover of a vampyric novel or story - and with the variety of authors out there carrying the legend forth to cult status, you never will.

College Coffee House

I ran across the most perfect little place. It's called The College Coffee House - just this little place down the hill from the university. (When I say little, it says "Maximum Occupancy 80".) But it's this warm, open, inviting little place.

For the most part, the tables located within the coffee house are made just for two - just right for enjoying a cup of coffee after a date or maybe even while on a date, listening to whomever happens to be playing at the time. There are a few larger tables, where a study group from up on the hill could congregate and accomplish their study goals.

There are four computers with internet access (the first fifteen minutes are free when you pay for your drink; then it's just two dollars for fifteen minute increments after that. Not bad for a little cafe.) Two of the computers are out in the main cafe - two are located in this darker back room that also has a couple couches where you could get together with some friends and talk uninterrupted.

The decor is simple - actual burlap bags that have been used in Columbia and Costa Rica to collect coffee beans and some South American art. In the far left corner, away from the door, is a small stage with microphones and an amplifier - just right for a small music ensemble or a solo artist to perform... or even a poetry reading or two. The walls behind the stage are decorated with posters of jazz legends and photographs of people who have actually performed at the coffee house.

They make a really damned good espresso (I had two) and offer a variety of coffees. In addition, they have a wide selection of teas, smoothies, and specialty drinks for those not overly fond of coffee. Along side the drinks, they offer some small lunch or dinner items and some snacks/desserts.

Looking around, you see all types of people milling about - college students workin on an assignment; friends getting together to catch up on what's been happening in each other's lives; a couple on a first date, anxiously leaning in over the table to talk; a couple who have been together awhile, relaxing on a couch and talking like the old friends they are; people seeking a respite from a day of shopping; even a family taking time out of their busy schedules to really just catch up with one another.

You wouldn't think a town like Fairbanks - and let's face it! Fairbanks is still small enough that it can't really be called a city! - would have a place like this tucked into some back corner in a little strip mall. Fairbanks with its gruff old sourdoughs with that shock of white hair and the ZZ Top beards; young, naive cheechakos in their sneakers and leather jackets, braving the elements at forty below; old fashioned gentlemen who will still offer their seat to a lady; young, brash punks who would rather stare you down than even offer something akin to kindness; military members and their spouses, in a state of aftershock due to the change in environment; old timers who would rather die than ever move back to a big city. Not this place - no way.

But, then again, why not? Fairbanks is slowly growing - the military with its Army post and Air Force base are seeing to that. So is Wal-mart for that matter. Fairbanks is a true melting pot, a real representative of America at its best. You can see tourists mingling with residents at any time of year. A college student is not afraid to ask a local for directions their first time out and about in town. It has that comfortable hometown feeling while being removed from the rat race that so often consumes a small town.

So, why not Fairbanks? Why not indeed...

World War I Gas Attack

It was just before sunrise, and the sky was the colour of molten silver. A light fog had settled over us, and the dampness settled right to the bone. The air was crisp and cold enough to see your breath, and there wasn’t a sound to be heard.

We lay hunkered down in the trench, waiting for the first sign of Fritz (our name for the enemy) to appear on the horizon. Minutes passed into hours, and it seemed like we’d be in that trench forever. Some of the men dosed while others cleaned their rifles. No one was prepared for what was about to happen.

Our watchman, gazing through the handheld periscope we carried with us, suddenly sat up in alarm. “There’s a green cloud rolling along the ground towards us. It’s…”

I cut him off and grabbed the periscope. Looking out and fearing what I would see, I spied it – this green cloud rolling along the ground like tumbleweeds being pushed along by the wind. I swallowed the lump of fear that clogged my throat. Grabbing the bayonet laying at my feet, I began banging on an empty shell casing – our signal to one another to don our smoke helmets.

The smoke helmets were made of cloth and treated with chemicals. There were two windows (our “glass eyes” as we jokingly called them) through which one could see. Inside was a rubber covered tube which went into the mouth and was constructed to prevent accidental inhalation of the gas. A solider was supposed to breath in through his nose, the nasty gas being filtered through chemicals in the helmet, and out through his mouth, the foul air being forced out through the tube. One of these helmets was good for five to six hours, so we had to have two for each man on hand at all times.

The seconds ticked by slowly as the entire regiment struggled into their helmets.

The gas, which was much heavier than the surrounding air, poured into our trench and lingered there, unable to escape because of its density. I tried not to panic and just breathe deeply while the moment passed.

A scream cut through the silence like a pair of scissors through paper. One of the new men, a young man from Ohio, had been too slow putting on his helmet. The gas had filtered into his nose and mouth, and he sat there, hands clutching at his throat, unable to breathe. As the oxygen depleted in his brain and blood, his body began to spasmodically twitch, and our watchman started to retch.

The regiment pulled together and, grabbing the young man, we began to filter out of the trench. The goal was to seek a new place to hide, but our goal was short-lived.

A group of German soldiers was standing there, helmets on and bayonets at the ready, waiting for us to emerge. One man stood up without looking, and Fritz sliced open his belly with a bayonet, kicking him backwards so that his entrails spilled out.

Our soldiers began to fire, trying to clear a path to safety for the regiment. Shrapnel was bursting over our heads and all around us as we fought back against Fritz. As some of the enemy soldiers were felled by gun fire, others took their places. Nothing could stop their mad rush.

Suddenly, there was a loud cracking in my ear. My head became light; my throat got dry. A heavy pressure on my lungs and an overwhelming dizziness told me that my helmet was leaking. Turning my gun over to a man by my side, I changed helmets. The trench began to undulate and wind like a snake, and the sandbags surrounding us appeared to float on the air. The noise was horrible, and I sank to the ground. Needles seemed to be prickling my flesh. Then, as sudden as the onset, my world went black.

A friend removing my helmet cajoled me to consciousness on a now quiet battlefield. How delicious the cold, damp air felt in my lungs, fresh and untainted. They told me I had been unconscious for hours and that they had feared the worst.

I sat up and examined the first smoke helmet I’d been wearing. A bullet had penetrated it on the left side, just grazing my ear. The gas had seeped through the hole in the cloth and into my nostrils.

I gazed up at a twilight sky, thanking God I was still alive and more determined than ever to fight back all of the enemy horde that was threatening our American way of life.

Untitled poem #2

The moon burbled louder in her veins
As the night slid over the city,
Echoes of organized bedlam entwined with
Deepening dark schemata.
Only the night was big enough to
Contain the primal hungers…
The debased urges controlling her.

The warm wind silently stirred her senses,
Driving her to move, to hunt, to conquer.
Shifting nervously, she felt alive as
Passion and yearning filled her…
Infused her soul with a vitality
Alone in a fragment of nothingness
In an endless midnight ocean that somehow managed to burn

Untitled poem

Spun gold from darkest night
Hangs low and pendulous on the horizon,
Watching as she gazes into the heavens.
Soft and wild, the voice of the wind
Whispers sweetly into her ear…
A single weapon –
A few moments of wild abandon.
The hollow wail of starlight surrounds her like
The symphonic shriek of a thousand hiding voices.
Passion builds in her veins –
Passion like a great wave that
Roars up and over the beach and
Does not recede…
Only swells the more with
Every tick of the bright night’s clock.

Creation - the beginning of the end?

Okay, so it's -48F outside today, and I'm trying my best to hibernate from the rest of the world. It's just too depressing to even look outside the window and see the dense ice fog nestled on the ground like a billowy cloud.

So, instead, I have decided to create this blog so that I can have a place to post some writing and chronicle the life of a creatively inclined gal just trying to make this little piece of hell on earth a bit more tolerable.

If you'd like to come along for the ride, by all means - do enjoy it.


- Aphrael